You can call this: diary.

Mungkin ini hanyalah sebuah rasa sesaat yang kan hilang dikikis hari. Namun biarkanlah aku mengalirkan tetes-tetes rasa yang memerciki telaga hatiku.

Di sana segalanya berawal dan entah di mana semuanya kan berakhir: aku, kalian, kita takkan pernah tahu.

Jelas perasaan ini bukanlah cinta, melainkan sebentuk kasih seorang adik terhadap kakak-kakaknya.

Kamu..
Ya, kalian! Sepasang suami isteri yang telah menghadirkan kenyamanan di padang rasaku, selaksa hembus angin bagi tubuh berpeluh.

I was so blessed to find both of you
Yes, those are just the words I can say
I won’t think how long will God gives me time to be with you
Because we’ll never know what will the future bring to us
And feeling can easily change
So, Let this fraternity goes by fate
(just like the meeting between us)
Not to think about tomorrow
We just need to enjoy this moment
The time we are breathing
Time when names of you written beautifully in diary of my heart
(perhaps it seems so excessive, but, that’s the exist reality).

Mungkin, ketika beberapa sahabat membaca tulisan ini, sebagian dari mereka ada yang merasa posisinya kan tergantikan. Tapi percayalah, sungguh tidak demikian adanya. Karena perjalanan panjang itu pun teramat berarti, begitupun sosok-sosok yang melakoni perjalanan itu. Dan kalian dengan mereka ada dalam ruang yang berbeda, dan bukan hal yang mustahil pada satu waktu kan ada momen dimana aku, kalian, dan mereka kan berada di ruang yang sama.

But, now, let me just talk about them. Once again, that’s not because you have no meaning anymore. Truely, that’s not.

***

I still remember that lose is finding a new one. And it can be finding is loss, next. But, as I told you before, I don’t wanna think about tomorrow. Just do the best today, because automatically it will give a good effect for tomorrow. So, nothing is more beautiful than enjoying what we have today. Sadness or joyful is just result of we package the feeling. And by this writing you can know what color came to me.